omg my first ever blog YIPPEE!!!
i long to stream but cannot in my current circumstances, so i thought this would be a nice way to yap into the void and anyone who happens to be curious and come across this page can bear witness >:3c
feeling strong feelings? blog. experience interesting things? blog. bored? blog. i really want to throw it all at the wall with hopefully-not-too-reckless abandon
im not sure how long to make them? honestly i don't think i've once read a blog before, so i have NO IDEA what im supposed to do as a blog writer.
so i intend on this blog to be random updates and thoughts largely. think of it like public access to my notes app lol
so welcome! the day is 3/16/26, the time is 2am. i am high on weed and watching northernlion. we ate Mexican today, i had some carne asada. i just had the rest of the leftovers omg so good. i was just about to recommend the restaurant but i don't want to dox myself lol. i think i take my privacy seriously? idk lol
i plan on doing very simple little doodles for each post, so im excited to write the next one. sorry if my design looks different, im seriously toiling away at my design, im pissed because it feels like i've changed it so many times im mad i can't just be happy with it, but it is a fulfilling process. im just so ready for it to be over lol.
let me see if i can put an image.

ok turns out i can! that was easy enough, this website isn't the worst, but it took a long time to get anything looking remotely nice. :/
anyway SPEAKING OF THINGS LOOKIN NOICE!! im very pleased with this design so far, my favorite drawing is the bottom left one on the image. i tried making a rough turn-around of it so i could quantify what i liked about it but im still not happy with it. both turn around images look off to me. blahg. we try
i love how big and soft and matronly she looks? like a femme presenting Vander from Arcane mixed with this guy.

ugh i wanna be her so bad.